Death by Chocolate - By Hanover

Caldwell December 09, 2022 at 02:06 1125 views 20 comments
I laid curled in the attic, controlling the sound of my breathing, listening to the police radios chirping below me, thinking to myself, “there might have a been a better way to go about this.”

It’s just that he wouldn’t stop talking. I could listen no longer.

“Fuck,” I thought to myself, did I remember to clean the drill bit. It’s those little details always getting me in trouble.

The warm sun shone through the rafters, and I thought about how I wanted a cup of hot chocolate. “Fuck!” I thought to myself, did I remember to clean the drill bit.

I heard nearby footsteps, the chirps growing louder. I had only a sharp pointed spoon in my pocket with dried chocolate pudding on it.

A flashlight beam darted about and then directly on me, followed by the scurry of feet and the door slamming behind me. Now left wondering what to do now that they’ve seen me.

I jumped up to run for my freedom, only to be met with a crushing tackle. I forced the spoon to my tongue ever so quickly, to once last taste the chocolate sweetness.

Comments (20)

javi2541997 December 09, 2022 at 06:42 #762084
Good story :up:

I don't know if one of the objectives of the author is representing a soliloquy or mental disorder. Both of them are very good shown. One aspect that impressed me the most is the feeling of how the protagonist would end up falling off the roof.
In the last paragraph, says: "I jumped up to run for my freedom" which it means that he wanted suicide since the beginning. Furthermore, he connected the death act with a sweet/childhood memory: the taste of chocolate.

Good one, congratulations to the author.
Caldwell December 10, 2022 at 02:49 #762432
Reply to javi2541997
A promising story. I like the suspenseful progression -- going back to the memory of that chocolate sensation.

Amity December 10, 2022 at 12:39 #762510
Death by Chocolate

Well, there are worse ways to go, I suppose.
But whose death?

I like the opening sentence with the funny fuck-too-late thought of "there might have been a better way to go about this" as the protagonist hides from the police.
What is the 'this' referred to and what was the action taken?

Someone (male) wouldn't stop talking and this seems to have caused some irritation.

More self-talking and reflecting on past and present deeds concerning a drill.
What was it for? Killing? Escaping or entering?
The importance of its cleaning. Of what? Blood and gore?
Amusing: the repeated "Fuck!" - forensic anxiety linked to the need for hot chocolate.
Nevertheless, appreciating the moment; the feel and the look of sunshine through the rafters.

Reminiscent of rays of light through prison bars?
Real or imagined. Prisoners of our thoughts.
The mind can be a dark place but with space for light to enter.

The prisoner hides with spoon in pocket.
Previously used to eat chocolate pudding but sharply-pointed. Watch your tongue.
Was it the killing tool?

More light shining. This time police flashing torches. Caught by the light.
Interesting description of sounds: chirping and scurrying, like birds or mice in the attic.
Intrusive chasing of thoughts.

A failed attempt to escape.
But never mind.
Sharp spoon and chocolate employed.
Death by Chocolate.

Had the protagonist killed the man for it or... was the 'he' actually himself?
The mind and body demanding their cravings to be satisfied...
Obsessive thoughts and anxieties. A chocoholic.
Dead to anything else. Caged. Lacking in freedom.
God, he's not a dentist, is he? The drill :scream: The irony :lol:

Quoting Caldwell
I jumped up to run for my freedom


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Quoting javi2541997
I don't know if one of the objectives of the author is representing a soliloquy or mental disorder [...]
In the last paragraph, says: "I jumped up to run for my freedom" which it means that he wanted suicide since the beginning. Furthermore, he connected the death act with a sweet/childhood memory: the taste of chocolate.


Thanks for shining that light :sparkle:
It helped me read the story again.

Congrats, author, most enjoyable! Yum :cool:
Now, where did I hide that bar of chocolate :chin:

javi2541997 December 10, 2022 at 13:01 #762515
Quoting Amity
Thanks for shining that light :sparkle:
It helped me read the story again


Thank you for all your effort on the analysis inside each short story. I also want to help but I am not as good as you!
Keep on it :sparkle:
Amity December 10, 2022 at 13:06 #762516
Quoting javi2541997
I also want to help but I am not as good as you!


It's clear that you have great insight, mostly :wink: And you kick things off, good-style.
It's a joint effort. Don't you love the sparky interactions.
Exploring the meaning of each story needs help from friends. Thanks everybody :clap:
Keep on it, you too! I wouldn't be able to do this in Spanish, for sure!
:up: :sparkle:

javi2541997 December 10, 2022 at 13:41 #762520
Reply to Amity Thanks for your words, Amity :sparkle:
I enjoy writing and debating in short story. I feel my imagination is flourishing :flower: :lol:
Daniel December 10, 2022 at 13:43 #762521
Does the protagonist actually die? He takes the sharp spoon to his mouth, but I don't think he had the time to cut his tongue, or does he go through his chin? Why was the spoon sharp, and why did he have a spoon with dried chocolate in his pocket? So many questions.... good story.
Amity December 10, 2022 at 14:46 #762537
Quoting Daniel
Does the protagonist actually die?


Good questions :up:
I think we assumed from this:
Quoting Caldwell
...to once last taste the chocolate sweetness.


But if we think of whose death it is, perhaps it is the death of his internal clamouring, the 'he'?
A tongue cut by chocolate might not want the taste again.
Aversion therapy :chin:

Oh look who's overthinking again :roll:
praxis December 10, 2022 at 14:59 #762538
Sweet. Reminds me of The Tiger & The Strawberry zen koan.
Amity December 10, 2022 at 15:01 #762540
Actually, this is beginning to make sense.

He's lying curled in the attic, thinking:

Quoting Caldwell
“there might have a been a better way to go about this.”


The 'this' is self-treatment for chocoholism.
He's going cold-turkey :cool:

Author, if I'm right you are brilliant, even if I'm wrong :wink:

Caldwell December 11, 2022 at 00:15 #762748
Quoting Daniel
Does the protagonist actually die? He takes the sharp spoon to his mouth, but I don't think he had the time to cut his tongue, or does he go through his chin? Why was the spoon sharp, and why did he have a spoon with dried chocolate in his pocket? So many questions.... good story.

Yes, I was wondering about that too. Two sharp objects potentially fatal -- after all, he jumped and got tackled. Woooo! :worry:
Benj96 December 14, 2022 at 16:09 #763824
Reply to Caldwell Some of these stories are so morose, or have dark undertones haha. Nothing wrong with it I'm just surprised at the number I've read so far that had to do with death, murder, crime, drugs or other such things.

I guess Bad news sells/ tends to get peoples attention more than good news. This trend in the microfictions must be a ode to the negative bias of mass media. Or maybe we are just hardwired evolutionarily to focus more on/identify threatening or sinister plots.
Amity December 14, 2022 at 16:29 #763829
Quoting Benj96
Some of these stories are so morose, or have dark undertones.
[...]
Or maybe we are just hardwired evolutionarily to focus more on/identify threatening or sinister plots.


Again, good points. There was quite an overload at the start as I recall.
It was a little depressing. I asked for something non-violent :pray:
Thankfully, brighter ones have come along to counteract the darkness... :halo:

The news is overwhelmingly full of the bad and people buy it.
The good is seen as boring and not entertaining enough.
Leaders have to be exciting and charismatic - even if we all go to hell :rage:
Best stop my ranting. I'm here to lower my BP not have a bleedin' stroke...
Benj96 December 14, 2022 at 16:37 #763838
Quoting Amity
The good is seen as boring and not entertaining enough.


In a way that's a promising thing as it means "Good" is the status quo. Imagine in the news headlines: "Yet another day where no one was stabbed", "still no extreme storms", in other news "Democracy remains healthy."

If we lived in a world where chaos and bad shit and hell predominated, then the news headlines would be "Safe haven found! Seek refuge at...." because murder would be as common as water it's not worth reporting.

However I dare say we may be going off track with the story so we may open a separate thread on that later. :)

Quoting Amity
Best stop my ranting. I'm here to lower my BP not have a bleedin' stroke...


Yes please don't stroke out on us.
Amity December 14, 2022 at 16:58 #763848
A cool and useful perspective...I suppose...in a way :chin:

Quoting Benj96
Yes please don't stroke out on us.


Only with my pen :wink:
Benj96 December 14, 2022 at 17:00 #763852
Quoting Amity
Only with my pen


Good! I'd have it no other way :)
Caldwell December 15, 2022 at 03:33 #764027
Quoting Benj96
Nothing wrong with it I'm just surprised at the number I've read so far that had to do with death, murder, crime, drugs or other such things.

:grin:

Comedy is hard.
Olivier5 December 15, 2022 at 07:37 #764047
Quoting Benj96
Some of these stories are so morose, or have dark undertones haha. Nothing wrong with it I'm just surprised at the number I've read so far that had to do with death, murder, crime, drugs or other such things.


I noticed that as well. I think you are correct that there is a tendency to seek shock and "newsworthyness", as a way to stand out perhaps and attract attention.

Ironically, if we all write gore, dark texts, then the only pieces standing out will be the positive ones...

Another factor could be the "no porn" rule, explicitly stated, which may deter from writing about human love and sex.

The same cause has had this effect on movies and TV series: with sex banned (or almost) violence remains as the only shocker one can use to attract viewers, and so it becomes overused. The screen is splattered in blood, nice enough folks get cut in pieces faster than you can count, but the gods of Hollywood forbid that you see one single nipple.
Hanover December 16, 2022 at 11:23 #764365
Quoting praxis
Sweet. Reminds me of The Tiger & The Strawberry zen koan.


Quoting Benj96
Some of these stories are so morose, or have dark undertones haha. Nothing wrong with it I'm just surprised at the number I've read so far that had to do with death, murder, crime, drugs or other such things.


It's funny because my intent was not darkness, but the opposite in the way @praxis interpreted it.

The guy was entirely fucked up, from being a wanted man for some deranged drill bit related crime, to now being arrested and having lost his freedom, and in a moment of now experiencing the consequences of a life all fucked up, he finds and lives in that isolated moment of happiness.

Anyway, whether I got anywhere close to that, that was the aim. Quoting Daniel
Why was the spoon sharp, and why did he have a spoon with dried chocolate in his pocket? So many questions.... good story.


I sharpened the spoon to create the option for the protagonist to choose between fighting or something else. He used his weapon for its sweetness, to have that moment, as opposed to spending his last moment of freedom in struggle.

Quoting javi2541997
the last paragraph, says: "I jumped up to run for my freedom" which it means that he wanted suicide since the beginning. Furthermore, he connected the death act with a sweet/childhood memory: the taste of chocolate.


I thought this was an interesting suggestion, that the man was suicidal. I see that, but I envisioned him so beyond normal that he was actually the opposite, living in the perfect moment, damn the torpedoes.

Thanks for all this feedback!

Amity December 16, 2022 at 11:30 #764367
Hah. I got that so totally wrong! Not for the first time but such an interesting story to try and unpick.

Quoting Hanover
The guy was entirely fucked up, from being a wanted man for some deranged drill bit related crime, to now being arrested and having lost his freedom, and in a moment of now experiencing the consequences of a life all fucked up, he finds and lives in that isolated moment of happiness.


That's exactly what I thought, first time round honest, guv :wink:
And then I had to give it my own sweet twist :roll:

Here's to living in the moment. That should be enough without looking for trouble where none exists.

Well done :sparkle: